For the last week, I’d been planning to use this weekend to spend a lot of time in the mountains near Logan. After last weekend’s camping trip with my dad and brother, I had some wood to burn and the itch to see more of the surrounding area.
Thursday, 8/6
Walking home from work Thursday evening was somewhat ominous, though. The weather forecasts for the weekend called for cool temperatures in Logan (meaning even cooler temperatures in the mountains where I’d be) and some possible thunder storms. As you can see below, the winds had already been at work on the dust in the west, blotting out all but a small bit of the sun and bathing the valley in a fiery red glow:
This is the view from my apartment building as I was packing the last bit of gear into my car. It’s not really the most comforting image, but I was too committed to the trip to let this omen stop me.
As it turns out, the night was beautiful. I was camping in Lodge Campground, which is in Right Hand Fork Canyon (an offshoot of Logan Canyon). I had a large bundle of wood that kept my fire burning strong, a small creek next to my site that bubbled and hummed comfortingly, and a book to occupy myself. When it finally got dark enough to make my book obsolete, I sat close to the fire and just let my thoughts run. I’ve always found a campfire to be a double-edged sword. On the one hand, it gives me light and warmth. On the other, it makes the surrounding darkness deeper and blacker than it really is. It’s easy to feel isolated in an oasis of light when sitting so close to the fire, but once you step away or the fire has died, the forest lights up brightly from the stars and the moon.
Friday, 8/7
Morning
I woke up pretty early the next morning and packed up camp (which is pretty easy when you have as little as I do). My next plan was to hike the 5 mile trail to Old Ephraim’s grave, which marks the spot where the last grizzly bear was killed in Utah.
Unfortunately, through a mix of my incompetence and poor signage, I didn’t really know where to go to get to the trailhead. So, I just picked a dirt road and followed it. I learned later in the day that I had followed Cowley Canyon, a road that would have eventually taken me to Old Ephraim’s if I had gone far enough. All in all, I found out I went at least 5 miles one way (likely more) and spent a total of 5 hours hiking. Although I didn’t get the chance to pay my respects to Old Ephraim, the hike was spectacular.

After following the canyon road surrounded by trees, this was the view at a junction on a ridge.

This is one of the most pleasant hikes I've ever been on. The farther I went, the more alone I felt. Not seeing any other people on the road had an immense effect on my psyche, and there seemed to be an exponential increase in the feeling of solitude as I continued to go deeper and deeper into the mountains.

The trail constantly alternated between open views of the surrounding valleys and enclosed corridors of thick aspens and pines.

This photo doesn't really capture the scenery as I wanted it to. There were scores of yellow, purple, red and white flowers all over the place.
Afternoon/Evening
After the hike in Cowley, I went home briefly to refill on supplies and pack for my next trip. In a short time, I had my backpack (graciously loaned to me by a pharmacist at the hospital) packed and ready to go.
The plan was to hike to White Pine Lake, which is accessible by trail from Tony Grove Lake (not to be confused with the White Pine Lake in Little Cottonwood Canyon). Maybe I was just in a good mood from the hike up Cowley Canyon, but I was so impressed by the beauty of the 4 mile trail to White Pine. It’s definitely in my top five hikes.

I've been seeing these plants in the mountains for years and they've always been one of my favorites, yet I have no idea what they're called.

The trail climbs a shallow slope most of the way until it crosses over a saddle and drops into a valley where the lake sits against a high rock wall.
Once I was at the lake, I found a spot to set up camp and went to work immediately. I needed to search for firewood before it got too dark.
My firewood search was somewhat hindered by the fact that I had no hatchet or saw, so I could only find small pieces. I was able to scavenge enough to keep a decent fire going, but I forgot my newspaper to start it! So, using my amazing survival skills (ha ha), I just used dry pine cones and pine needles. Worked like a charm, though I was often frustrated by gusts of wind that would blow out my fledgling flame (let’s hear it for alliteration).
As the light faded and I sat feeding my fire, I couldn’t help but wonder how the day could have been any better. There was a part of me that wished I had someone else there to share the experience with. It was still a nice nice night, anyway.
And considering the fact that the weather forecast had been for cold, wet weather, I had been soooooooooooooo lucky! It would turn out to be the perfect trip, right?
Right?
Saturday, 8/8
My Saturday began with an early morning awakening. How early, I don’t know. It was dark, and there was a steady rain pounding the top of my poor little $25 tent. I wasn’t worried, though. I like the sound of rain on a tent and there wasn’t any wind. No big deal. I went back to sleep.
I awoke again later, the rain still coming down. I checked my phone and found it was 6 am. Good. By the time I’m up, the storm will have passed. Back to sleep.
8 am. The rain doesn’t seem to want to stop. Worse yet, I can see my breathe in my tent. Hm. Maybe there’s a blue sky on the horizon. *Peeks out of his tent, still wrapped in his sleeping bag.* Nope, overcast and dark as far as the eye can see.
So I decide to wait it out. Maybe leave no later than noon. It’ll have warmed up a bit by then and the storm will have passed by then. Surely it will. Oh boy, who am I kidding? I figure I should get out of here before the weather worsens. So, I reluctantly lower my sleeping bag down to my waist and take the full brunt of the icy air. I reach into my bag to pull out my trusty jacket, the water-proof one that I take on every hike and every camping trip, no matter what.
I hit bottom, jacketless. Remember that newspaper I forgot? Yeah, it’s with my warm clothing back at home, waiting to be packed. Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaay…
I put on my t-shirt and shorts, the only clothing I have other than a clean pair of socks. Shivering violently as the temperature drops, I pack everything up as quickly as I can. The rain isn’t letting up at all. Once my pack is full, I unzip the tent and head out into the wet. Quickly, the pack is placed in the shelter of a tree and I get to work on the tent. By the time it’s folded up, the tent and I are both a soaked, muddy, freezing mess. Something tells me the tent doesn’t mind it as much as I do.
I hurriedly stuff the tent into my bag, muddying the rest of my possessions (my poor book hasn’t completely dried yet). By now I can’t feel my hands and my shirt is soaked through. I take my tent’s rain fly and wrap it messily around my pack.
Once my pack is on, I take a moment to observe my surroundings. No more than 150 feet above my elevation, snow is falling HARD. Did I mention I was in a deep valley and had to climb to higher elevations to get back to the trailhead 4 miles away?
I head off along the trail, passing fellow campers who look at me like I’m mentally ill. The temperature is probably in the mid to upper 30′s at this point. I get clear of the other campers and start making the climb. I can now feel the temperature drop steadily and quickly as I head upward, and the rain quickly turns to snow. Meanwhile I’m breathing on my hands to warm them, but I can’t even feel it. My arms are bright red and the hairs are catching big clumps of snow.
The trail steadily becomes softer and wetter, making progress much slower and the possibility of a fall more likely. I have visions of being caked in mud from head to toe. Maybe it would keep me warm.
I pass a few others on the trail, making jokes about Christmas come early and acting like I’m doing just fine, but they know I’m miserable and I’m actually starting to worry a little bit. By the time I’m at the saddle, I’m close to 9000 feet in elevation, the snow is starting to cover the ground, and the tips of my thumbs are turning bright white. I have to alternate sucking on my fingers to keep them somewhat warm, though I literally cannot feel the inside of my mouth with my fingers. My arms are almost completely numb at this point, too. So is my face. I tried smiling at a passing hiker, but I think all I got was an awkward grimace. I probably looked like I had had a face lift.
An hour and a half after leaving my camp, I saw the lake (which was covered by an eerie mist). I was ecstatic. All I could think about was getting to my car and turning the heat on full blast. When I finally arrived, I struggled—actually struggled—to put my hand in my pocket for my car keys. My hands wouldn’t do anything I wanted them to. I took multiple attempts just to unbuckle my pack, something that takes the strength of a 3-year old.
After taking way too long to get my pack in my car and my keys out of my pocket and into the ignition, I sit for 15 minutes in my car, hands at the vents, burning as the feeling slowly returns. Once they’re functional enough to hold the steering wheel, I head down the canyon. The hot air is blowing all over me, but I’m shivering the entire 45 minute trip back to my place. I wasn’t in any danger, so I could at least enjoy the beautiful scenery of the canyon with low-lying clouds and mists hanging in the crevices of the rocks. But still, all I wanted was a hot shower. Oh God how I wanted a hot shower.
When I got back to the apartment, I stepped out of my car and started shivering more than I was comfortable with. I really must have been frozen to the core. I grabbed my stuff and walked stiffly to my door. I really wanted to just dive inside, but I had to stay outside and clean up because I didn’t want to track mud onto the carpet. My legs were a bit messy:
Once inside, I figured the warmth of my apartment would finally settle me down, but I just continued to shiver. I really don’t think I’ve ever been this cold before. I tell you what, though: 45 minutes of soaking in a hot, steamy shower did the trick. Oh man…I’ve never had sex, but I really think it was better than sex.
I write this from the perspective I had while on the trail. Looking back on it, I don’t know that I was really ever in any danger. Even on the trail I was convinced that I was going to be fine and it was simply a miserable experience, but I couldn’t help worrying a little bit about my health and some of the physical signs I was showing.
I should also say that I’m embarrassed for myself. I know better than to make a stupid mistake like that. I’ve spent years going into the mountains and know that anything can happen with the weather.
Despite the misery, I actually did enjoy the trip. Looking back on it, the scenery around me during the snow storm was breathtaking. I simply wasn’t in the state of mind to enjoy it.
At least I can say I learned a lesson about packing. Next time, my coat will be the first thing in.